Preparation

The whole period between conversion and communion might with some justice be regarded as preparation; for where the work of grace has been deep, one great subject has reigned over the mind during these weeks or months. But a solemnity so great as that which has been indicated, may well demand especial engagement of the thoughts. From

* Mark 1. 24-30. Luke 8: 36-50. John 8: f Heb. 13: 8.

the moment when you have determined to profess your faith, until the moment when this purpose is carried into execution, it is difficult to conceive how this one topic can ever be absent from your reflections for many minutes at once. Ta.ke all the time which is at your disposal, for devotional exercises connected with the coming ordinance. If your feelings express themselves in frequent and almost constant prayer, it will be well. Self-examination must not exclude more fruitful exercises. The sacrament exhibits sublime facts, doctrines, and blessings: let these engage your meditations. Bring fully before your mind the scene of our Lord’s betrayal, agony, and death; for it is this which you are to remember. Instead of human descriptions, read and ponder on the simple narratives of the Scripture.* Muse upon these, until the heart is melted. Be not content with the stirring of natural sensibility, but

* Matt. 26: 30-15; 27: 1-66, Mark 14: 26-12 16: 1-47, Luke 22; 47-71; 23; 1-56. John 18: 19 yield to sorrow for your sins, which were thus expiated. Go forth in direct acts of faith, to the Lord Jesus Christ, as dying on the cross for you. And let love embrace and enjoy him, gratitude praise him, and the spirit of self-oblation carry you out of yourself, in unconditional surrender. Thus feeling, you will be prepared for the holy table.