Thomas Gajetan Ragland

‘She took me like a child of suckling time,

And cradled me in roses/

Not so was Ragland cradled. The first glimpse of him is of a tiny serious boy, delicate in feature and in colouring, bereft of both parents, dressed in deep mourning, kneeling like the little Samuel of nursery pictures on the floor of the Roman Catholic Church in Gibraltar, his piteous little hands, it was remembered afterwards, always most anxiously folded. The next is brighter. He was swept off to Lancashire, and there, ready created for him, the lonely child found one whom he calls his ‘ very dearest best earthly friend, both a mother and a sister She was a cousin, ordinarily speaking, but she was what he said, and she never failed him all the days of his life.

His parentage was interesting. It explained him, and he must have considerably astonished himself at times; for he was essentially English, calm, steadfast, shy; whence then those strange upshootings of swift flame within lO him? It was as if a young volcano had suddenly sprouted right in the orderly middle of a velvety English lawn. And the lawn alarmed and shocked did exactly as one might expect, hastened to cover the upstart thing with a tidy layer of turf.

Gajetan stood for Gajetani, his Italian grandmother’s name. It was she who mixed lava in his cool English blood. He had a noble grandfather on the English side; a man who chose exile rather than stain his conscience; and the father was a soldier. There was nothing dull about the boy fashioned thus.

We may fly through the next years: school where he worked hard at classics, and for pastime poked into obscure corners of history, and worried through genealogies with amazing pertinacity till he knew the ins and outs of Europe with most unboylike precision; office, where his uncle meant him to reign in his stead; but as he had no heart for it, college, where he won the silver cup every year for four years, finally coming out Fourth Wrangler in the mathematical tripos, at that time the only tripos at Cambridge.

The day the letter of all letters was expected he shut himself up in his room, feeling like a

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fiddle tuned to snapping point. The post came. His family clamoured round his door and apparently called the good news through the key-hole. ‘ With some natural excitement’, admits his grave biographer, Ragland emerged, asked for the letter, read it and then — shut his door again.

But that could not last long. His people had to be appeased, and for a very glad minute they jubilated together, and thanked the Giver of this good gift.

Some time between childhood and boyhood he had chosen whom he would serve. Frank as he was, with a frankness that sometimes astonishes (the Italian in him, perhaps), this one matter of his faith’s beginning he kept hidden in a reticence no pleadings from even his mother-friend could penetrate. ‘ No, this cannot be,’ he wrote when she asked him to tell her of those thoughts and feelings. And another matter he held as a secret between him and his Lord. Of the love that might have been he never wrote or spoke, though it was known that his missionary call cut straight across that hope. For his generous soul, so joyfully opened to all who cared enough to enter, had its profound reserves*

Whoso begins to think himself a citizen in the world and not a foreigner him God biddeth leaving his ordinary dwelling to remove into a temporary lodgings in order that leaving these thoughts he may learn to acknowledge that he is only a stranger in this world and not a citizen.

—Old Jewish Writer.

Let us make earth a little less home-like and souls more precious. Jesus is coming a gain and so soon / Will He find us really obeying His last command?

—Hudson Taylor.

/ said I shall miss the light

And friends will miss me they say.

He answered me ‘ Choose to-night
If I am to miss you or they I

1 plead.ed for time to be given.

He said, ‘ Is it hard to decide?

It will 7iot seem hard m heaven

To have followed the steps of your
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Then into His hand went mine.

And into my heart came He,

And I walk in a light divine
The path I had feared to see.